fernz’s girl

  every sunday, we go out together with our family. we would go to church, eat lunch in their house, rest for a while, go to the mall, then dine-out.

    no, she’s not my sister. she’s my bestfriend ever since the day i was too young to even know what a friend was. we were like one soul in two bodies.

    it was a usual routine actually. and this one sunday was no different from the others. it was just like any normal day with her, really. little did i know that it was my last time to see her. she said she would only be gone for a vacation, and it was no big deal.

   the day of her departure came and i was out of town. i never even got to hug her and say goodbye.

   now every sunday, i go out with our family.. doing what we usually do. but this time, it’s not the same. she’s not there anymore and it’s sad. and every sunday, i get to miss her more.

    but things do change. and it’s an irony to know that only the sweetest things are taken away from you. then you regret having taken those things for granted. and you could only sit and wish that somehow, you could go back in time.. because there’s more you wish to do and say and you’ve already missed the chance.

   i know we would be together again. but not like this. not like when we were kids. not like what we are now, young and carefree. we would be older and wiser. who knows when.. and who knows how it would all turn out. but there’s one thing i’m very sure of— she would still remain my one and only bestfriend.

*kai, mura’g eulogy bah? hehe.. balo ka unsa na? message sa patay ba!! hehe..

At last! I have again tasted the sweet salty water of the ocean. I have again felt the scorching heat of the sun tanning my skin and the nostalgic sea breeze caressing my hair. The beach! Summer is never without the beach!

I just laid there on the shore, feeling the sand on my skin, the water touching my toes. It was a great scene watching my boyfriend playing with his li’l brothers and cousins, waving their hands at me to come over and play… and his mom waving from the cottage inviting us for some ice cream. Ahh.. ice cream! Perfect for a hot day like this!

words are too easy to say when you’re mad. then after awhile, you realize that it was wrong, then you can only wish you’ve never been that harsh to him.

then  you dial his number again.. no answer.. then you cry.

it is indeed hard to say sorry. but you know what’s harder? it’s when you WANT to say sorry when the person is no longer there to hear it.

my summer is all about diff. cal, analytic geom, fernz & a dumb teacher!!

my summer is no fun at all.. no friends, no night-outs, no beaches..

my summer SUCKS!

buti nalang, anjan c spongebob to cheer me up!!

summer is so hot! and it’s not HOTT hot! it’s very UNHOT hot! i lost my payong (i lose things everytime) and now i look like grilled fish!

yeah i’m thiz bored to be creating another account on friendster and actually giving time on my blog! funny how simple boring things like this can easily perk me up! haha. well, what really made me create another account is the flooding friends requests. but what made me blog? hmm.. too much time on my computer and pretty bored by senseless things that i do with it everyday.